[1] fan love

I promised not to be addicted the first I saw you
But each day I wrote the words coming from your lips,
The tune coming from your heart;
I never expected that I would fall for you more than I normally do.

The imagination that travels a distant away
I ever dreamed of you eventhough I'm awake
Then a smile suddenly flashed through my face
They think that I'm already crazy
YES! Crazy! Deep inside, I have been crazy because of you

I opened my diary to write my thoughts
I think about you at a glance
Why is it so easy to write your name but so hard to think about it?

I went outside to be alone
Tears suddenly flow from my eyes
Why is it that I am crying?
Because it's so hard to accept the reality?
The reality that my love doesn't know me?

I am the one who only knows him
His interests, name, dislikes, and hobbies
We don't even see each other in reality or even talked to phone

But even at this distance,
I would never stop wishing for him
Because I know, love could wait
It doesn't matter how many girls linked to him or love teams he had
What counts is the real love for him

I didn't love him because he's popular
I never loved him because of his treasures
I don't love him not just because of his physical appearance
I loved him because of the real him
His interests that interested me more
The interviews of him that I watched
And those makings that they recorded

So even my little voice is not heard
My love that won't reach you
For your heart is so peak
I hope that we will be together for my love for you is real

I don't see it but I felt it
I felt it coming from my heart
And we all know that heart knows who's for you
Still, heard to reach if you loved a celebrity that doesn't know you
Who cares?
I hope that this would reach him
I am ready to face everything for the one that I loved
Eventhough it's painful at times he wouldn't care for me or snob me

I didn't expect that I can't keep my promise from the start
Because that promised changed by my heart.

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"NEW BORN LOVE CALLED FAN LOVE"